Reupload of We Need To Talk For those who are unaware, I am giggler1233. Loved by all, hated by all. I'm known for Ultimatum - Altershapes, ;ENT, Upcoming GMK2 jsab editor, EOTO, and etc. On the outsides of Scratch I’m known for being extremely rude and very very ghetto that I got myself banned from other social medias and other events Scratchers take place in, over 500 events to be exact, and I don’t even try to deny it because that’s the truth and that’s the way I carried myself for a long time. I have friends that have a good history in ragebaiting other Scratchers and my entire group I hang around on this platform are known menaces, we are the ones people whisper about, the ones people block, the ones people call toxic, and I thought that was funny at first but now I see that might be my downfall. I lived long enough as a hero to suddenly change and become a person I really never wanted to be, I lived long enough to see myself turn into the problem in my own story, and that hurts more than I can explain. I’ve been having family problems that messed me up mentally, problems that made me smoke, problems that made me lose focus, problems that made me lash out at people who didn’t deserve it. I’ve been having health issues too, my body feels tired, my mind feels restless, I can’t sleep right, I toss and turn because I’m worried about what will happen to me since where I live is very unstable, the projects, the kind of place where you hear sirens at night and you wonder if tomorrow will even be safe. I’ve gone to church and I still take part in it, I have companions too, people who pray with me, people who tell me to hold on, but it still does not get better from there. I’m very sorry for the way I acted to all of you people that I have offended, I’m sorry for the words I threw, the fights I started, the disrespect I showed. That’s the truth. Grass grows, birds fly, sun shines, and brother, this system is mine. I repeat that to myself because it reminds me that life keeps moving, that even when I’m stuck in my own mess the world doesn’t stop, and maybe everything I planned can suddenly be the step in the right direction. I’m not even sure if I am able to say this but I really hold a lot of stuff that is dear to me on this platform, Scratch is more than just projects, it’s memories, it’s friendships, it’s late nights coding something silly, it’s arguments that taught me lessons, it’s all of it. I want you to share this message with everyone you know that I might be leaving this place and moving to GMK2 and GDOT and Unity, because I want to expand, I want to try new things, I want to see if I can grow outside of this box. I will restate this again because repetition matters: I will not actually leave Scratch, only if necessary, and I will find help and if I need to I will give this account to someone dear to me. I don’t want it to rot, I don’t want it to vanish, I want it to live on even if I can’t be here every day. Thank you for reading, thank you for listening, thank you for not turning away even when I was at my worst. And let me go deeper because this is not just a short note, this is a long reflection, this is me spilling everything. I know I was rude, I know I was unprofessional, I know I was banned, I know I was a menace, I know I laughed at ragebait, I know I thought it was cool to be intimidating, but now I see the damage. I see the people who don’t talk to me anymore, I see the events I can’t join, I see the bridges I burned. I see myself in the mirror and I don’t like what I see. I see the smoke in my lungs, I see the restless nights, I see the projects around me, I see the instability, I see the fear. And I still go to church, I still pray, I still hope, but I also still hurt. I want to change. I want to take the grass growing, the birds flying, the sun shining, and I want to believe that the system can be mine in a good way, not in a destructive way. I want to believe that everything I planned, even the mistakes, can suddenly be the step in the right direction. I want to believe that leaving or staying, Scratch or Unity, GMK2 or GDOT, it doesn’t matter as long as I carry the lesson. I want to believe that I can apologize and mean it, that I can say sorry and live it, that I can rebuild. So I say it again, I’m sorry. I’m sorry to the people I offended, I’m sorry to the ones I hurt, I’m sorry to the community I disrupted. I’m sorry for being rude, I’m sorry for being ghetto, I’m sorry for being a menace. I’m sorry for the bans, I’m sorry for the ragebait, I’m sorry for the fights. I’m sorry for the way I carried myself. And I’m thankful too. I’m thankful for the platform, I’m thankful for the memories, I’m thankful for the companions, I’m thankful for the lessons. I’m thankful for the chance to even write this for all of eternity.
New Chapter: Hey, it’s me again. Unbeknownst to my hiatus, I fell up into some drama apart from Scratch (as usual). However, this one is something not to joke about. Without my knowledge, an anonymous individual is accusing me of infidelity and abuse, which makes no sense. They also took down “We Need To Talk” presumably to be able to drive their statement and defend it. Following that, rumors began to spread quickly, and people started questioning my name and my actions. Next, I realized that silence would only make things worse, so I decided to address it directly. Then, I explained that these accusations are false and have no evidence behind them. Afterward, I reminded everyone that my past mistakes on Scratch are separate from this situation and should not be confused with what is being claimed now. Finally, I want to make it clear that I will continue to move forward, protect what is mine, and ensure that my account and my work are not defined by anonymous statements. Clearly, at the end of the day, the truth will stand stronger than rumors.
