why does nobody cares about me ;( they say stuff like 'i care, I really do' but we ALLLLLL know that it isn't true... ;( they only act like they care about me because they don't want me to stop following them, or start being their enemy, or even just because they want money or fame from me. nobody TRULY cares about me. and if they did, they would have figured out a way to stop this by now. stop lying to me and let me cry and suffer in 'peace'. don't make it worse. if you think you can make it better, try. it won't work. I'm done with asking new friends, and I'm done with staying friends with people that CLEARLY don't truly care about me. I should just delete my account and never connect with the world outside of my own consciousness again, shouldn't I?
every time I go to bed crying every time I try to keep I my tears every time I cry in secret every time I let people know how I feel no one ever just walks up and says sorry. they never say it in real life. with their REAL voice. and I'm left alone in the dark pit of my own consiousness to never see the light of day and happiness again. my feelings have all turned to nothing but sadness. help me... please help me...
