posting this on the account i am most known for. anyways... where do i even start ? okay this is serious now, i'm leaving scratch. you may have expected this from me because i haven't been active in a week again and i mostly take long breaks without notice. i just said it now because i needed to find where everyone in the aes comm was so i can share it there and people would know lmao. anyways back to the topic, i'm leaving scratch. scratch, for me was a big part of my life maybe 2023-2024 and especially 2023. i don't really know why i even got addicted in the first place, there was a time where i couldn't focus on my school work because of scratch lmao. currently, i don't really find fun in scratch anymore, like yeah making banners is fun but i don't really find the purpose in that anymore yk? besides, i just know scratch would be a distraction towards my studies, which i prioritize mostly. there is also a lack of motivation which i will get into that later. i js want to be honest that even though i had a ton of followers, quite a few people really liked who i was and i became friends with. kira, marchie, i can't really remember the others because it was a LONG time since i talked to them huhu. mostly the reason why i was so delved into scratch was because of my loneliness. i had profound friendships, sure but almost all of them just ended up with us drifting away from each other. for me, scratch was simply just a phase. anyways more on the reason why i had a lack of motivation, firstly there were more stuff more fun than scratch, like project sekai and also because, i have a new laptop. yeah ik that sounds weird, how did i leave bc of a laptop? anyways since all of my banners and pngs were saved in my old laptop, i wasn't motivated to reshare all of them here, besides ion have access to that laptop anymore soo yeah, which is really sad because i wanted to continue scratch before i got my new laptop but i just simply don't want to. i got more things to prioritize more and scratch is just simply at the back of my mind now. i might check in now and then but i wont really ever come back. and even if i wanted to i just really can't because i'm growing older and as i grow, i get more responsibilities. once again, scratch is really just a phase for me. to conclude this, i just wanna say, please take care of yourselves. eat, sleep, drink water, treat yourself out. if you're having issues, know that you are NEVER alone and you can reach out to someone and i just hope, HOPE that you guys are okay. from , , this account, and , this has been one of the best rollercoasters i've ever been in. and for for last time, goodbye and thank you for everything. -- dior
