dw @Adorbpaws im alive, sorry to scare you . i just need 2 vent rq if thats ok..? So uhm I tried venting to mah irl friend abt how i attempted and she said "Dude you have everything you could possibly want why would you do that? Some people are ACTUALLY struggling" I tried telling her what i struggle with but then she rambled on abt how her friends actually struggle with real stuff and abt how she has to deal with all this. Thats why i refuse to ask for help and whenever i vent i always say dont waste your time comforting me and instead help the ppl who rlly need it. And now im getting threats and ppl telling me to oof and i cant deal with all this. my parents have been constantly fighting and yelling and screaming at me and i dont want to deal with it i dont want to be here to deal with it. and on top of that, i apparently sound MANIC? i was laughing and couldnt stop smiling while getting those threats it was funny actually. I wasnt happy. Sometimes it feels like i cant have my own emotions, i can only be happy.
Please go comfort @MR_Fishhu he needs it more. he's really struggling.. also @Auzz_wald @Sparky_EssaKidXD @kitiepawz not me
