I still remember my dreams (sometimes) after I wake up... Last night, I dreamed about my abusive ex sleeping over... I thought I was over her... My crushes usually last a year at most, but with her, it was for all of middle school... All she did was hurt me. I was blind and dumb. I do not wish to be alone... But even more, I don't want a partner like that... I HATE MY HEART- Always falling for the wrong people- AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH- :3 I'm fine-