13 december 25 . i thought i had a chance i thought you had more depth i don't know why i care you can't help who you like, who you want to dance with, who you want to kiss, whose hand you want to hold, whose eyes you want to look into as more than a friend. but i suppose i assumed since you and i are so alike since you like to dance since you like to sing since you say what you are thinking since you laugh without care that you would want someone who did that too but i should have known i would be wrong i should have known it would have been too good i should have known that too many blessings had come and i needed that reminder that the world is sad a reminder that i don't deserve the blessings i have already received but i thought i had a chance i thought you saw me for who i want you to and not for who i think i am .
