You May be wondering why I made this project and no I didn’t just lose anyone and I’m aware that this is out of my normal persona but I need to say this please just stay here and read this I need someone to know that I need more people to know this feeling isn’t weak it’s human it’s ok to cry it’s not weak to be human people often cover their emotions put on a cheerful face and try to forget …that makes it worse if you ever need to talk my profile is a safe space so is the studio that I put this in I have experienced a lot of loss so much that I process it differently I am used to it by now but the reason I make this is I was just thinking and I remembered one of my cats that passed in January grief is like a wound this one is still fresh no longer bleeding but fresh still raw still sore still red yet the blood has dried and it has clotted yet I have accepted it there is no denying any more only raw truth there is no padding no sweetening it just the cold hard fact that he’s gone there is no bringing him back just …gone with no warning no way to avoid it although he was sick before he was gone not long but he was old he got put down because his back half had no blood flow loss is a strange thing a bittersweet thing it comes for all of us eventually there is no avoiding it only delaying it…there is no secret no magic way to get rid of grief only accepting it everyone copes differently don’t judge anyone you never know what they are going through…death just is there’s no avoiding it only delaying it…it’s the same with loss acceptance helps me understanding helps me…I guess what I’m saying is my profile is a safe space no judgement so is the studio that this is in to make sure you listened please comment “feeling is human”
I cried while writing this it’s a bittersweet thinking
