Dear Allen, im not much of a good speaker but i just wanted to let you know that I love you too. I know your going through a lot right now, and i just wanted you to know that I am with you every step of the way through heart and through soul...i know im not doing my best either but your problems are worth way more than mine....i really enjoyed our late night chats and all the moments laughing and all the moments smiling. You are the bestest friend I could have ever asked for. If your sad i'll make you happy, if your mad i'll make you laugh, and even if your happy ill make you happier. Never forget that you are the sun shining down on us people fixing up our hearts like you did mine, never forget that you are the best and you are amazing. I always want you to shine bright because u have an amazing and beautiful heart. I know your not on much anymore but i finally worked out some of my problems, i knew you always wanted that for me. But only some, im still working on the others. lolz. But ummm im happy that your taking a break because whatever your gut or heart tells you, you should go with it.... Im gonna miss you but whatever makes you happy. Never stop believing in youself Allen never stop caring for other people the way you always do. You healed me and you fixed my broken heart.....I cant even remember the last time i didnt laugh talking with you....i guess you just have that personality......the kind that everybody loves.... and hey just a side note make sure to beat up all those people that judged you for who you are.....always and forever loving you Al, Love Ya boo Emma! PS: The next time you get on or if you ever get on i will, and i mean it, i will be better....i promise. I love you and i always will!!