“You don’t have to be like everyone else” what!? I’m not even my own dna! WHAT HAPPENED TO BEING NORMAL!? FITTING IN!? BEING FORCED RO FIT IN!? I mean, I’m not complaining, but I’m feeling like I’m not my own body, not my dna, I don’t own my own body anymore!! AND NO ONE CARES WHEN I TRY TO SAY SOMETHING! SO IM DONE TRYING! I WILL NOT LIVE LIKE THIS. IF THIS KEEPS HAPPENING I WONT LIVE ANYMORE. I WILL END THIS NIGHTMARE. NO ONE LIKES TO SEE ME. NO ONE HOPES IM THERE, YET I HOPE THEYRE THERE, EVERY SINGLE TIME NO ONE CARES, YET I STILL CARE, SO IT DOESNT MATTER EITHER WAY. DOES IT!?
So maybe it doesn’t matter. Don’t even try it. I don’t wanna hear “I care” “I’m here for you”.
