putting this on here cos i we dont feel comfy venting anywhere else atm.. we feel like uhhhhh.. crap?? theres a lot more words to say but we'd get banned real fast if we didnt tone down this slightly lmao basically, our friend vented to us. we've always been "the therapist friend", comforting ppl while disregarding our own health. we wanted to vent about it on tiktok, but forgot that us and said friend are moots on there, leading him to find it the day after it was posted. he felt freaking destroyed. and we feel horrible. he told us that he no longer feels comfortable opening up to ANYONE now. its all our fault. we feel sick. we don't know how to talk to him at this point, scared of making things worse. so we havent talked in almost a week. ANYWAYS UHHHH yeah. dont try to say what we did is fine and ok, because its really not. dont forgive us. it doesnt mean anything for anyone other than our friend to forgive us, as he was the victim. thank you for your time, love you guys <3 -paru + ginger
