To all who are in the SCGC, or who are still waiting for SSML3 to be updated: I'm so sorry. I feel so disconnected from everyone here in the Scratch Core Game Community. I don't know why I feel like this, but I do. I said I didn't want to be a trend follower; I wanted to be a trend starter, but I don't know how to do that. Everyone else has amazing ideas for new fictional power sources, and my ideas are really boring. I don't have the talent with coding as everyone else does, it's true and everyone knows it. I tried taking breaks. I tried to stop pushing myself to do so much. But now I feel like it's time that I leave the SCGC. My name is not jlbar18. I'm not saying my real name for privacy reasons, and that's how jlbar18, my game developer life, was created. Now all the rants were true and all my games came from my heart, but I created an entirely different persona than I am. I'm so sorry that I lied in 2023 and 2024. My purpose was to have people come to me if they needed anything. It's what I do, and I didn't think people would come to me. I'm still a teenager, so I'm not some old person stalking kids on the internet. I'm so sorry; with SSML3's discontinuation, I lied to all of you. I think I'm fake. But again, thank you all so much for everything you've done for me over these past three years since I first joined in November 2022. You all made my life seem okay to live. My problems at home became less dramatic and heartbreaking when I hop onto Scratch, but I, due to not being a trend follower, unfortunately didn't get to see so much feedback on my content. As for the assumptions on S3RC, I obviously will have to be posting the remainder of the S3RC project as a left-over TurboWarp SB3 file, so I'll make a super quick blog post answering them all later. I'm leaving because of three things: - Using the Scratch 3.3 editor has become addictive. I'm constantly on here creating stuff. I never spend time with my family anymore, because I'm constantly working on S3RC. - It's so stressful. I remake everything for every project. My files are messy cause I have files for literally everything to help me stay organized. It stresses me out even more. - Believe it or not, all the messages are hard to get through. I try to reply to every comment and I dont have to do that, but I feel rude if I don't. Thanks for reading, and again, I'm so sorry that I couldn't keep joining you all. I hate myself for it, and I won't blame you if you hate me too. I won't be deleting my Scratch account; I just won't be active anymore. From your former SCGC member, Doctor Julia Barrifield (as NuclearNDI) - https://jlbar3420.itch.io/games-s3rc
