so let me rant here (dont judge) so basically exams have started and the seating arrangement obviously got changed okay, let's say there are 6 friends near me (look at the seating arrangement in the project). let's keep "k" as a substitute who comes in some parts of the rant. INCIDENT 1: I's mother is sick and is hospitalised so Y brough I lunch and I (now referring to me) didn't even know about it because I've been friends with "I" for more years than Y. Me, I and Y are like a trio you know (that sucks) . Most of the time i don't even feel included haha. I (referring to me) didn't know that I had told Y to bring her also lunch. Why not ask me? Are we not friends? This one is all because of jealousy. INCIDENT 2: B and A are fighting (that's a whole story on why they are). Normally, B, J, and A are like a trio. I am quite close with B because we talk over the phone many a times and she tells me her true opinion on people. J is like a very kind person . A does not talk very well with me so we are not that much of friends. She only talks good with J. I (referring to meh) tried to talk with J but she took a lotta time to respond and that made me feel lonely. INCIDENT 3: I tried to talk with B because I felt bored but she just gave me a dirty look or something like she didn't wanna talk or something. INCIDENT 4: Myself and I are best friends from a very young age. I (ref me) was in her class on many grades. She acted very normally. In now grade it's like she's so frickin introverted. she doesn't even come to my place to talk if i have to talk i need to go there to her place. and Y she is very talkative and she sits infront of I to talk with her and she has sat next to me like 2 times (by changing her place) but if it's B or I it's countless. INCIDENT 5: I am so tired of this ugly roachish group. I always feel alone sitting in this roachas$ place . Atleast, I can study in this place in peace. also i forgot to tell you bout K she is like yk talks a lot with J and stuff. and also note that I is like ugly introvertish who doesn't even talk to anybody bruh she tries to act emo and its so rude / and I (HER) thinks she is roasting but more than half of it is rude edit 2/1/26 : so basically i had holidays before that we fought okay. me and I fought. because there was a second games period (kinda cause after everyone went down after 10 mins they came up again bcoz it got cancelled) i dragged but no one came down since we already had a games period that day a period before. B told I and Y to stay up . I had stomach ache and didn't felt like talking (she never said that to me now that we all are fighting Y told that) i asked repeateadly for Y and I to come down but they never came because of B. (they don't value me as a friend ig) and later that day B told it was all her fault like a stupid coward which made me annoyed. i was later talking with A that day and it was so much fun. and later today my csc teacher gave the paper and i though we shouldn't keep fighting so i went upto I and asked her marks. she gave me a *DIRTY LOOK* and showed her marks that pissed me off but incase you're wondering i got more marks than her. (me - 18/20, her - 14/20) so i am not even gonna talk to her and whenever i bring up this fight Y keeps supporting her and I told Y a fight we had 3 yrs back and Y is supporting her in that fight also. so i'm done wiwith these people maybe i should jst talk with A and J maybe K too (they atleast don't treat nme like this) so i have friends who r A, J and K. 3 jan 2026 edit Me and I broke friendship . I asked her to be my friend 3 + times while texting a few mins ago but that just lowered my self respect and she rejected. So yeah that the end of an 8 yr friendship ^_^ i letrally had a lump on my throat while texting with her. a few tears fell but catched them. Haha life is so good when you have a math exam the day after tomorrow !! P.S good luck to my future selfff for finding more good friends other than some yucky sh1ts
