OMG SMTH HAPPENED TO SCRATCH ON MY SCHOOL COMPUTER SO I CAN'T REPLY AS QUICKLY ANYMORE (i had to use my personal computer, but it's working again) so i'll be on break until dec 23, be back for two days until the 26th so I can post a Christmas project on the 25th then be back on hiatus until jan 1st... now abt the teaaa... continued in n/c i mention a lot of people so i'll use letters M- the huzz A- guy bsf, also huzz's bsf F- bestie <3
so i asked my crush out today... here's a detailed-ish thing my team (each grade has two) got back early for the assembly but our teacher held us so i missed the first 20 minutes of our band performance... i made it in time to finish up, and I spotted my guy bsf (A) and my huzz (M) sitting together in the crowd after we finished performing, F and I went back to the band room and put up our stuff then rushed to the assembly. we couldn't find a place to sit until one of her friends waved and so she went to go sit with her boyfriend (which just so happened to be under where my huzz was sititing) and so I asked her to move so I could sit below her. in doing that, I moved past A & M to go sit with F ( dude she was so loud ... she was like "you should have sat with m!" i almost held her mouth shut bro ToT) the assembly was basically rlly awkward since I was sitting above a group of guys who were horseplaying on the bleachers and I was trying not to get hit. I should have given the note to F so she could give it to M bc she was like literally RIGHT BELOW HIM (ToT) but i didn't bc her bf would 100% tease me if he saw the note (it wasn't weird or anything but her bf lowk pmo) so I waited until the assembly was over, and hurried up the bleacher steps so I could walk near M... I thought I'd have A for support but he didn't know my plan bc I didn't know if he'd tell him or not, so I was walking alone near huzz. so basically I sorta followed him (but not in a weird way bc i had nowhere to go afterschool so I could basically wander) until he reached his locker, and since A was a bit behind us, I pulled A aside and told him to give my huzz the note and told him not to ask questions. I lowk scurried off bc that's SAUR embarrassing bro TT and went around like half the school to go get my instrument so I wouldn't run into either of them. oh yeah and I had told F that we had our club today bc I thought we did but the club coordinator sent out the email WHILE WE WERE AT THE MOVIES SO WE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T SEE IT (ToT) and I had to rush to help her get her stuff so she wouldn't miss the bus. after she left, I wasn't paying attention and almost went into the same hall as M was coming down... luckily I noticed and slowed down so he didn't see me, but OMG it was so awkward walking through the halls... lowk wanted to dig a hole and disappear bro... now it's super late and he hasn't texted yet and idk if that's bc it's a no, he forgot, or he doesn't have a phone ... yep. awesome day. but hey! at least I had fun at the theatre... we went to go watch Zootopia 2 (I was only there for the skz collab lol and I actually screamed when I saw the light stick, but not very loud) uhm so that's my tea!! if you were given a link to this it's probs bc I didn't wanna either a.) retype and refit all this into a convo or b.) get comment banned again for "asking for personal information." i'll update this after i get back and spill everything else!! update 12/22 BROOO he still hasn't texted... lowk gave up on getting a text, so either he doesn't have a phone, A didn't get it to him or... yeah. anyway I had a photoshoot on saturday before I spent the weekend out of town... I'm now rlly sure that I want to ask my mom to get me into model camp in a couple years <3 but BROOO none of the camp locations are near me ToT they're like London, Miami, Chicago, New York, Los Angeles ... anyway I uh played a couple games today with my bestie and rage quit when I died in a horror game (ㅠ-ㅠ) but it was fun and we got to play for almost three hours on call before my mom got home i'll update as much as possible, related to m though for sure :') ( happy holidays )
