this is what i wish it could be -- two. tell me if you wanta be pinged for further chapters. okay. before i start ,, keep in mind that this will probably seem stupid and someone will prob say "we all go through this suck it up." and yeah i get that we all go through this ,, i have before ,, but this time it seems kinda different. idk why or how ,, but i kinda just need to write about it. make a whole novel on scratch and then make an album too....also ,, using they/them pronouns cuz sunrise im not telling u anything >< read this for more info :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1256898608 read the first chapter if u want any context :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1257240262 alright that said ,, let's start. no hate please and don't report ! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- over the past few days ,, i've picked up a couple things. one -- they might not even be physically attracted to me. so that's perfect -- sarcastically and not. it's not perfect bcs obviously that means I literally have no chance (not that I did before) it is perfect cuz I can't blame them if they don't like me. it might be out of their control. they said that they were bi, but they also said they're still tryna figure it out. two -- one of their friends (who's in one of my classes) said they talk abt me smts. or, thats not rly what she said, but that's how I want her to say it :D what she rly said was smth like :: (we were talking about her crush and how I need her to tell me cuz she keeps yapping abt them) "well I dont really know u that well yet all I know is cuz of chorus and through [insert person's name here] so techhniiicalllyyyyyyy that means they talk abt me smts. so ima say that's good :D but overall ,, im still done and d3ad :D all i want for xmas is you...but all you want for xmas is them
