UHMMM UHHHH how do i start uhm ive just been doubting life lately? like idk what im doing with my life choices. I have decent grades, theyre all in the 90's but i still feel thats not good enough. I'm indian so my parents have high standards ofc. i still love them tho <//3 I get it, if i was a parent i would want my child to get good grades and have a good life :] but idk ive just been... thinking? where do i see myself in 10 years from now?? Im always all over the place, my dad's job has us moving around countries a lot but i think im staying in the eagle nation (USA) for now???? whenever i get home from school i just need a disconnect from reality so i mindlessly doom scroll for like an hour and then i just sit on my bed staring at the ceiling wondering "why am i even here right now, i have more productive things to do, why do i do what i do?" and i just dont know. i always feel like i have to do something to distract myself from everything??? anyway the kinda depressing part is over, i got accepted to be a published artist in this like non-profit foundation thing? idk what it is myself ANYWAY BYE MY GOOGLE GIGGLE GANG
