r u guys excited? i hope I can spend most of it with my luvly bff, otherwise imma be lonely, i mean i have family but its different. thanksgiving break was awful for me. school feels like a life line for me even with all the drama and stress of school work, being alone and doing nothing makes me depressed, i feel like thats normal tho right? im happy to be done with school for a bit, but the loneliness will knaw at me, especially with not having many friends to hang out online and irl, I don't want to bother Trigger too much, I don't want to be clingy,. ykwim? I mean I'm SURE he'd love me hanging out, calling, texting but, idunno. ;-;, I'm getting his gift with my bday money tomorrow at the mall, a gorillaz band shirt. I'm excited to get it for his birthday/christmas. *his birthday is on Jan 5th right after my christmas break* and like maybe a monster and I think he will love it. !! also idc if its my birthday money and I should spend it on myself or wtv, I don't deserve it, I rather spend it on him. I'm horrible with money, I waste it on food, drinks or robux, so yeh.
bless u.
