don't care don't think about who I'm gonna worry they haven't ever seen me but I always see them! I'm taking off the mask, ripping open my skin so I can finally breathe as my true self, ugly I'll turn myself inside out there is a hole in my heart bricks in my brain my stomach is in knots that can't be untangled and nobody wants that, have nobody see past so that they all leave me alone in the hole that I didn't watch for and tripped into myself or maybe saw coming and jumped into for fun, and realized it isn't fun so I screamed and cried and whined for attention because I'm stupid and got myself into a big mess that I'm not cleaning up until I clean up everyone else's but I'm about done doing that, I can't face my own fire that's starting to burn me out I can't fight anymore so I'll just feed my fire more turn myself into a pile of ash nobody wants that and nobody can fix that who could love such a broken thing that they can't even fix? nobody and I don't understand why so many stay so I'm gonna repulse them, disgust them with only myself so they leave me to rot at my worst and die (please see past my performance please help please I just want peace again please understand I have so much to say and no way to say it anymore)
