I don’t know why but even when I know you and I could never be something since I mean look at her pretty curly hair, a smile to die for, and a good style and then there’s me I mean I see why you like her I see how happy she looks when you two are together how you look at her with eyes so filled with love it’s ridiculous that’s why it hurts to love you because I know you chose her . It hurts to see you wear her hair tie around your wrist everyday without fail. It hurts because you were the one that made me laugh a genuine laugh, you were the one I noticed everywhere anything you did felt like a magic trick and to remember just a few months back me and you were on that bouncy house with you laying down below me you just stared at me with does eyes those exact eyes you looked at me the way you look at her and I was too embarrassed for you to see my flushed face that I didn't noticed the way you smiled at me . but it hurts the most because we were never something and never will.
