--PLEASE READ THE CREDITS ALSO-- Song: Using you - Mars Argo Instrumental Version @-M_boi- here! (yikes my 13y.o. me wrote this name, now im 18 dang) *I doubt that someone's gonna see this but still, i'd like to chat if u want. (!!!)Please tell me what you'd like to see from me, as a content creator (p.s. i can still animate but it takes time and i no longer use gacha life2/club etc.)
Hey there. It's been a while hasnt it? Its been around 2 years and a half since my last posted project. I apologise for my dissappearing all of the sudden...I have my reasons - I'll list them in short (let's js say 3-4 sentences - -'''). How are you all? Honestly I miss posting and having motivation to animate!!!Raghhhh I hate responsibilities so much. This is my last year being in high school tbh, scary right??? I got carried away haha my bad, so here're the reasons why I've left: 1.Mid 2023, I've met someone with whom lets just say spent quite a long time together, and yeah they were back then such an important part of my routine, it was fun to be fair. Ive enjoyed my 2023, it was nice. (we were dating until 2024 originally). 2. I had to work my boot to study alot, because yeah the clock is tickingggggg, and whenever i was 10th grade(2024) i had 3 important exams, 1 was delf, some of you I suppose recognize this format of exam(it was hard ngl), and etc. 3. I had to work on myself, take this one as trying to get more mature bc helloo i was so immature back then due to covid isolation, it was a weird experience. Plus i've realised i didnt enjoy creating that much gacha content, yeah it was fun at some point, but the community even back then was dying rapidly... Animating is fun but costs alot of time which right now i dont have (please release me. ;_; )!!!! 4. Highschool again, ive mentioned it there but still + outside school, due to school assigments and private life events, my mental health worsened, i mean i've always felt off but you know how mentality is like, it reminds me of a changing its height and force wave, sometimes it hits dull sometimes harder and stronger. I really struggled with my emotions, i was really lets put in short - angry and jealous person (p.s. i am still but i've managed to control myself more which is great) and processed to hurt alot of my close ones which leaded to fights and stuff which werent so nice!!!!!(yeah rn im talking ab 2024 mostly, i hate this year) andddd i've lost the person whom i really treasured due to my immature emotions and stuff... i still cope w this fact, like how'd be if i wasnt this way. I cant really seek rn professional help because i have strict family who doesnt really care about mental problems you see, slavic mindset sux. My identity is still a major problem, aka gender identity haha, i cant really think of what i am, but i genuinely enjoy being presented as someone from the masculin side(weird right huh? at the same time i enjoy make up and other girly stuff blah blah), i want to cut my hair short and look more manly... but hey i live in a closeted mind country which hatesssssss queer ppl.(oh yeah i am queer, i am not sure what labels to put on myself too, im also repulsed by yk what type actionssss god its so confusing). Enough yapping about my weird mind and stuff. 5. I enjoy drawing stuff rather than animating (yeah it has its pearks but its hard to make it look right). I can show more art of mine if someone is genuinely interested in it.... I can even make a timeline of my art! (ive improved i guess????) well maybe those are my reasons, i could list even more but its unnecessery. i hope i can post more despite being busy. thats all, take care guys. ------------------- ignore these; tags:
