with the arrival of my report card in the mail, i may lose my computer for the next semester, and with it, all contact with you guys. i love you. everyone who listened to my music, thanks so much. i might be back someday, or i might never again, but i might not even leave. just... remember something important. drowning is not the only way out of the water. even if you can't swim, someone you love can and they'd be more than happy to pull you to the shore. that person might even be me. i love you so much, really no matter who you are seeing this. i think this applies to all of you. i say i'm a cockroach online n' stuff because it's kinda like that. nothing can kill me. it's not the end. it's never the end. so, when i come back, i hope i can pull you all up for air and be there until we're all ready to brave the frigid deep again. - nico