sometimes I ask myself how I'm still here. its because of the thought of what other people will think if im gone. the people who know me, like me for who I am, what will they do? though it just feels pointless staying here. barely anyone really talks to me. it just feels like im forgotten. but you, my family, and my true friends always pop into my mind and again I think "what will you say or do if im gone?" even though I want to be recognized more, I also don't want to lose you. I love ya'll >3
