HI my fairies!!!! this is a stupid project will probably unshare very soon but im so so so excited because i'm getting tickets to watch bryan fuller's movie debut DUST BUNNY!!!! i started watching nbc hannibal a while ago with hugh and mads directed by bryan and it has been such a wild ride!!! i love it so so much. go watch hannibal rn so i'm just super excited to see mads and bryan collaborate yet again on this movie, one of my most anticipated!! ^__< speaking of movies, i still have yet to watch zootopia 2... no spoilers please but i hope to do so soon! recently started watching / listening to the dan and phil podcast and i'm genuinely just rlly rlly happy for them!!! i know i'm a little late but i recently watched the video where they made their relationship public and i'm just so happy for them!!~~ my sister and i watched a few of their videos when we were really small, i don't remember at all, but their handle was familiar and yeah!! definitely go give them some streams!!~ they're so funny and just...they just radiate energy, like i don't even know how to describe it ~~~raa i think it's been a while since i've given a proper book update so HERE is what i am currently reading. pls wish me luck i have not had the headspace, time, nor attention span to read Anything substantial this semester i'm so grateful it's winter holidays: 1. the goldfinch by donna tartt (put this one off for a while because headspace But i rlly rlly wanna get through it, so far it's been amazing i'm about a fourth of the way in) 2. hannibal rising by thomas harris (first book in the hannibal book series!!! most beautiful writing ever i was literally shaking from the first page alone) 3. the metamorphosis by kafka (accidentally put the cd on hold at first, excited to start now!) 4. the project by courtney summers (my english teacher from last year recommended this back in september and i have Still not completed it. but that will change) i think that's everything. hopefully. i'm not usually the type to start multiple books at once but i think we're past formalities at this point to be frank, i have no idea why i decided to make this project; i just opened a new thing and began to type like a woman on fire. i feel like that was a horrid simile but What can you do anyways, i've started a tumblr but wow i have no idea how to navigate the site, let alone create a blog. so that might take quite a while i'm quite ill actually and it feels as if a dragon has erupted in my stomach while rumpelstiltskin knits golden (ludicrous) yarn in the hell hole that is my brain... not pleasant. what's more is i keep coughing up muck; thankfully, i'm the one inducing it as i'd rather vomit out (poop) than have it congest my nose (p.s: i can barely breathe out of it) also, happy holidays and merry christmas to anyone who celebrates!! i don't really But my family and i are making good use of the decreasing traffic on the 25th..Hah we did a secret santa in my journalism class/club!! i received copics and a milky espresso coloured fine liner and am so grateful. yes!!! so happy that school's let out because i was losing my mind there (i wish i could say this was totally figuratively but that would be a half-truth); i miss making cutesie projects here on scratch with decorated thumbnails and fun comments and shoutouts from/for you all...sigh i'm turning 16 in about a month and i can't believe i am saying this, but part of me misses being 14. not 13 though. Ugh. still have not applied for my permit but it's ok i'm taking things at my own pace (who am i kidding nothing has felt like it was at my own pace) i wouldn't say i'm a cynic and i think i still am quite happy but it feels more like i'm a going through a sunshower in my mind than a storm or a party cloudy day well, maybe sometimes it is a thunder storm. i hope there's ball lightning in that case. DID you guys know lightning can be spherical?? and it's an unexplained phenomenon as of now?? raaa (i learned that from dan and phil and then spent 30 minutes researching and finding in total One video clip of it) anyways, i think i'll Wrap it up here since you guys have a life and i hope to have one too. if you made it this far i love you and if you didn't, that's ok too. pls remember to drink 8 cups of water each day (how about one right now?) and try to eat all 3 meals!! i know it is tough but i think just trying is enough. i love you so much and you are gorgeous regardless of what warty witches say. seriously. love you all my fairies and maybe i will make another one of these at a later point!! also if any of u guys have tumblr and have tips please let me know i am actually so confused and anxious. also if you would like a follow just drop ur handle and you've got it! mines is @ myparacosms xx miya p.s: my dad gave me a hand cream he found and the brand was "voya" from emirates but i thought it said voyeurism and i wanted to shoot myself for a second