this is what i wish it could be -- three. tell me if you wanta be pinged for further chapters. okay. before i start ,, keep in mind that this will probably seem stupid and someone will prob say "we all go through this suck it up." and yeah i get that we all go through this ,, i have before ,, but this time it seems kinda different. idk why or how ,, but i kinda just need to write about it. make a whole novel on scratch and then make an album too....also ,, using they/them pronouns even tho sunrise figured it out :D read this for more info :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1256898608 read the first chapter if u want any context :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1257240262 also the second :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1258087688 and check out my version of rainbow by thea :: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1257323165 alright that said ,, let's start. no hate please and don't report ! -------------------------------------------------------------------------- so. all of my words deleted themselves and I gotta start again so don't expect this to be good cuz now I'm mad at scratch TT I am writing this after writing a little bit of a song I'm prob gonna release around xmas. (spoiler if ur reading this yay) and tbh I'm excited for recording and releasing it I feel like it describes...me a lot rn. but as I wrote it I realized I had smth to tell ygs :D ik I said I wasn't writing on Xmas break but yk..here I am do ygs get those things when ur abt to sleep, and it's kinda like a dream, but u can kinda control it and u remember it perfectly the next day? But u can't control the details, for me it's who it is and where a lot of the time. idk if ygs get those at all but maybe some of u do. and ik I'm long gone when the person im obsessed with shows up in one of those. without my consent. sigh. guess who showed up in one of those last night... that's pretty much all. be excited for Xmas release thingy thing :)