My mom is in the shower rn and idk what to do. I live with her, she always tries to manipulate and lie to me. Today i called her mean because she was screaming at me. She yelled that she wasn't mean and she started advancing towards me. Keep in mind i have moderate depression and also severe anxiety, my anxiety is triggerd by loud noises and screaming. (My mom knows this) she screamed at me that if i wanted a mean mom i could have a mean mom. She started screaming at me to turn the light on and do my laundry. Now she's in taking a bath and i'm jumping at every noise. I don't ever cry and i'm crying right now. I snuck downstairs and am writing this with my tablet. It hurts. I hear her
Update: My mom is back in the shower, i've recovered. But i'm still in much pain. I want my gf. I don't know where she is.