I know I'm a dead user but everything went wrong I am still friends with the girl I said in the last post but let's just say I'm not friends with someone I've known since I was 6 anymore she ended up throwing me under the bus and didn't explain what she did but I was honest with what happened, but even because of that I forgive her even if she doesn't know but it hurts and my depression is the best but it's better but my step dad came down so now theres another in the family but me and my mum argue often because of stupid things and im tired of it I really don't know if I'll ever post again but I'll try I'm sorry
