Still on hiatus but they kinda piling up so here is art before I lose track of it. 2025: 1. Maya. Doodled this at like, midnight with my finger 2. Mercuryyy anther doodle of lore 3. ?? 4-5: Magma doodle 6. Another Magma doodle. This one is of adult Glitch. 2026: 7. First drawing of 2026. based on a dream I had. 8. New year new mental issues- I mean sona 9. So I was haunted 10. Collab with more people I run into on Magma. 11. Fig and Phuong OG concept art. Go check out my comicccc 12. Doodle of the duo 13. The Plague Doctor has appeared. 14. The Nameless Plague Doctor. Since my children keep referring to me as the Apothecary/Plague Doctor it has officially stuck. [BW] 15. Buddy aboutta get a taste of his own medicine. 16. Draw a 'screenshot' challenge 17. Shading test 18. ??? I hate this??? It's a drawing of one of my MC towers at the edge of my castle. 19. Doodled RP card for my child 20-22: Character cardsss 23. Nyx but I forgot his actual clothing and made new ones instead. 24. 10min doodle of Mora 25. Voron's shapeshifting but mermaid and Nyx is subject to it also. 26. Zen 27. Fast doodle of the Gold Stars RP. Meet the gang: Has braincells and is secretly evil, has braincells and is shy, has no braincells and is always dying in some way, old geezer who is trying to keep these kids in one piece and regrets all life decisions. 28. Plotting something with Fancy Attire Phuong over here. It's cannon she dresses like a dirty homeless person. 29. GO READ COMIC ON Comic(del)fury Fig&Phuong 30. I had a (platonic) Valentine this year, my first Valentine :>> meet my Vampire who requested this drawing. We are both straight Christians 100% we're just lonely T^T she's way shorter than me in height but she makes up for that in age XD 31. Tried something new with Ravin 32. Also trying something a bit different. 33. Followed a tutorial then modified it. 34. Pixelart Doodle 35. Sticker doodle 36. Today! I've been on an art block for a bit because of school, but drawing this has restored my motivation more :) Plague Crow goes Grave Robbing. Byeee see you probably when school ends idk. Music: Paradise - Arcea or something I can't spell
Update: Honestly forgot the internet existed for a while. Been doing okay. Random health issues cropped up here and there and was out for 3 days straight in bed RIP. Overall, Ice Skating has been what's helping me get out of this mental hole. It's weird since I am always cold, and don't like running around, but I've gotten pretty good, and have built up my cold resistance. School has been okay also, (besides big assignments) but family tensions are still a problem. Frustrated often, and since all this social interaction leaves me drained the only place I can chill is upstairs to do work, and I've been neglecting Mango a lot. I'm making it up to him by staying up late so he can sleep under my chin for about and hour 1/2 or 2 hrs before I move him back to his cage and go to sleep. Maybe I'll do more updates. My Small Group, adopted children, friends, music, art, skating and new friend have all helped pull me out of this hole. I'm still in it, and I know I will be guaranteed to be in this hole for at least another year, but they all make it bearable. Fear, sadness, frustration, anger, annoyance, are all more common emotions for me to have now when it used to be more chill and happy no matter what. I guess that's how the Plague Doctor really came to life for me, Nameless, unnoticed, unknown, and truly representing the void here. Someone asks what's wrong and I just gotta point to the void like "everything and nothing, I dunno" all I can do is get inspired by things and and say 'yup, not going to be able to do that' and file it away under 'Things I can do when I am finally free' I guess. Believe me, if I wasn't hiding (responsibly) this art side of me, I wouldn't have gotten this far, and my talents would've stayed crushed since the day I was told one of my drawings was 'creepy' in a dissatisfied, unimpressed, distasteful voice. Or when I was told the reason I wasn't straight A's in academics was because I was more focused on drawing than being present. Eyyy trying to shove it all back in the bottle still so probably won't get back to ya'll till school's out but then again I want to take summer to put back the order in my health that school and family snatches so maybe April or maybe June or maybe September idk. Still love ya'll <3
