I barely vent. I must now. Mentions of: SH, blood, blades, some s**ual topics why did you do it? I didnt. Yes you did. No… IT did. What do you mean? I may be the one doing it physically, but mentally… I dont know who is doing it. Talk to her. What do you mean by “her?” You know, HER- your favorite person. …oh. I wanna go back. no. why? They made you do it. ..? They taught you how to obtain the blade, and how to use it, then instigated it. …im sorry. It’s not your fault. It is. isnt. is. isnt. I dont like having this red and black flag. What, the hyper one? yes. You clicked on it. I didnt mean to… you got addicted to it. im sorry. its not your fault. But im the one who watched it, hearing every unsettling sound and seeing every disgusting thing, like a pervert. Dont call yourself that, you couldnt help it. I dont deserve my crown. Yes you do. How, why? You’re strong, and always have been. Explain. You went through SH, thoughts of farther than SH, bullying, two traumatic experiences, parents divorcing, d34th threats, saw inappropriate stuff you shouldn’t see, and so much more, yet you’re still here. … Keep going, my little enby.
