" a cat of honor. " - A Merakikit Application

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FINISHED! added some pencil sketches :) ABOUT THE KIT ------------------------------- i am applying fooorrrr-- MERAKIIII!!! i love himmm, and I've been watching Game of Thrones recently and immediately had ideas for him with eddard stark as inspo ideas - Meraki prides himself on his loyalty, and his honor, he finds himself alligning with the rules, but also the well-being of those below him - as an apprentice he is sort of like a sheltered, homeschooled kid that is just now meeting with real people, and he isn't very very good at it, infact he sucks at it at first, awkward quiet. - he learns quickly as an apprentice, like a little sponge, a hungry little sponge that yearns for knowledge and strength he doesn't have yet, a strength he /will/ work hard for. - he doesn't really think much of his fallen mother, he never knew her, and honestly he finds it ridiculous that anyone mourns for longer than a moon, the cats already gone, why do you still care? (Although thats only because he himself hasn't experienced loss) - he often finds himself filled with a merciless rage when presented with cowards or those who break whatever laws are set in place, and expecially those who have betrayed cats that trusted them, it's as if they have no /honor/, and that disgusts him over anything else - with family and friends, he seems less stoic and more just plain shy, a cat of little words, and wide doe-eyed observing. - sort of a little nerd when it comes to history, he loves the company of the old and the knowledgeable, and while he may not have any opinion on his mother, he adores listening to stories of her and about his heritage! - he is TERRIBLE at being disobedient, just a little ball of anxiety whenever he strays too far from the rules as a little kit. - TERRIBLEEEE at reading emotions and/or moods!! personality [-] un-empathetic, punishing, hot-headed, tunnel-visioned [+] loyal, honorable, principaled, reliable [=] ambitious, risk-averse, private, obedient, (potential) dynamics ORPHICSTAR [parent] he is his papas little shadow, following him around and copying him like a baby duckling when he's young (apprentice and kit, and also his early moons as a warrior), and at every turn, their thoughts wander to- what would his pa do? What would his pa say? What would his pa think? METANOIAKIT [sibling] Largely, he sees his sibling as- sort of a bother, but also as the only other cat who truely understands them, understands their vulnerablity, understands how they aren't that cat they seem, that they get nervous when they do something disobedient, or how they get excited when he spots bird in the prey pile. jrp w/ ... trivia • vc : eddard stark (game of thrones) [child megumi (jjk) as a kit and apprentice] • panromantic!! • they/he • polyamorous!! • favourite prey to eat is birds! ! • favourite prey to hunt is squirrels! • loves climbing ABOUT ME --------------------------- I have been playing roleplay games off this platform (roblox) for perhaps two or three years? I tend to naturally mimic the effort of the other person! (I am also on mobile at all times!) I was recently approved to be the roleplayer of Sleepy/Sleepykit (gens), although I have not roleplayed with them as of now because they have not been registered, nor has the litter been filled. I completely understand it this sets you off from my application, but I do infact have a history of neglecting characters, it's largely due to the anxiety i feel when asking someone to roleplay so i then wind up- not roleplaying at all, and then the longer i don't roleplay as them the more overwhelmed and guilty i grow at the idea of even using them! I do believe my ADHD is a component in this, but i will say, I have been working on getting better with this! I intend to keep this kitty until around his 40's in the least, hopefully even longer! lmaooo, for breakfast today i had green eggs and ham with two whole coffee crisps!!!