I’m making new friends now. I’m learning to be okay with silence and learning to speak up It wasn’t so long ago that the thought was impossible to tell you off was a violation of everything we stood for I am more disappointed in myself than you. I let it all happen, after all. I let it go on too long. I can’t take anything back anymore. I don’t want to. I’m learning to be okay without you. I sometimes miss it, that simpler feeling but never for long. I can’t forgive myself for letting it all happen. but if it didn’t, who knows what I would’ve done? In a messed-up, stupid way, I’m glad it all happened because now it’s all over and I can start again.
