The system recently collapsed. All of our headmates are in deep dormancy and feel unreachable. I have to host because Rain feels like she is slipping away. I don't know what to do....I'm scared. I can't do this alone for so long. We always did it so we changed fronts every 5 hours because we got tired otherwise. But I have been fronting for two days straight. I'm exhausted...I don't know what to do....Rain won't front...I'm also afraid that if she fronted, she would go into dormancy, too. I'm scared...I don't know what to do.
