Kuroi Uta-A Komori Uta Entry

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✦ username I'm DragonGirl1986!!! :D ✦ about you ⋆ Heya! I'm DragonGirl1986! I'm an avid reader, gamer, coder, and tea drinker, who loves games from the Splatoon series, the Drakengard series, Cookie Run Kingdom, and more! I'm a night owl who listens to too much hard rock and video game music, and who adores axolotls, cats, and rabbits! I can play several assorted drums, I dabble in the keyboard, and I like stop motion animation! ✦ past roleplay experience I have roleplayed in TFCRP, several other warrior cats RPs like Generations, and I've also been in TSS and several of @SilverFeatherPro101 's roleplays! ✦ longevity If you mean in terms of being on Scratch, probably for a while, and if you mean in terms of how long I'm gonna keep Komori Uta, I'm gonna aim till he's at least 58 moons and over! ✦ who you're applying for ⋆ Komori Uta of course! :D ✦ why you're applying ⋆ I'm applying for the wonderful Komori Uta because I first of all, love his design, which reminds me a bit of the character Zero from Drakengard 3, and his name reminds me of the song Kuroi Uta from the same game! Also, I've been meaning to apply for a litter in TFCRP anyways so I can have a character that has an established backstory! ✦ identity I think Komori Uta will probably identify as male until he's 10 moons old before trying to figure out his identity, and will likely either end up as a Trans-Fem or a Demiboy, or perhaps even genderfluid! I think he'd also identify as either bisexual or lesbian, and perhaps later on will be Aroace like me! ✦ personality ⋆ Komori Uta is quite the complex cat. While he is generally altruistic and sweet, it all seems to be a mask for his rather different internal person. He's outwardly cold to anyone he doesn't know, and he can also be quite dramatic and needy at times. He's also quite morbid, and acts quite arrogant and above everybody else, and Komori Uta is also quite stern on himself and others. He is loyal to his beliefs, and won't let anyone try to deter him from his ideas. Even though he seems rude, he is quite generous, and even if he seems like he doesn't want to help someone out, he'll dedicate hours of his time to help them if it fits his interests. Komori Uta seems to have the idea that he needs to have a mission at all times, and without one that he is pointless. He keeps a prickly exterior to make himself seem untouchable, but inside he's vulnerable and quite emotional. He can't stand the idea of someone losing trust in him, and he's prone to fits of rage when things don't go his way, wanting to keep everything in order and on track so he isn't surprised by anything in his future. ✦ research (if applicable) ⋆ Research for Komori Uta's ocular albinism ~What is Ocular Albinism? Ocular Albinism is a variation of albinism that impacts the eyes, as you could probably figure out. Ocular is caused by the inability to produce enough melanin for your body, with melanin being the special thing in your body that gives your eye color, along with your hair and skin color. Ocular Albinism specifically is when not enough melanin gets to a person's eyes. ~How will it affect Komori Uta? Komori Uta will likely experience vision problems and trouble seeing at times, and may later on even cause him to lose a partial amount of his sight. This will make Komori Uta even MORE desperate to make sure his plans for the future follow the path he's planned, as if it doesn't, he's worried he'll be caught by surprise and may get himself hurt if his vision fails. If his vision does fail, he will become very unnerved and upset, and will take this out on others to cope. ✦ roleplay examples ⋆ In comments!!! If you want you can also JRP (Joint Roleplay) with me! ✦ plot ideas I have a few ideas for Komori Uta's plotlines, and where it could go. I'll outline a few here! ~Main Concept As he grows older, Kumori Uta will probably develop a self-loathing for himself due to low self esteem and being wrapped up in trying to be untouchable to others perception. He doesn't want to seem imperfect and vulnerable, and he sees his good traits as imperfections. He'll start to close out other cats, and will rarely talk to his family. As the moons pass he'll start to realize that if he keeps loathing himself, he'll be too focused on himself and is driving away the ones he loves, and will start to try to reconnect with friends and family. ~Other random idea Komori Uta will probably pour his heart out into learning Japanese, and upon fully learning it he'll probably just slip into it during conversations. Also, he'll probably try to learn some sign language as well