so now, I've finally gotten over the rejection and the loss of my friend for the most part with the power of CDs and a Yoriichi Tsugikuni blunt katana (black with a red "blood line" along the blade, non sharp hence the word blunt), and I have now found a new hobby of working out to thicken my thighs like Jetstream Sam (project features a reference image) to help control this 2 pound beast so that I can more easily utilize my self-taught blade art that combines the quick draw elements of Iaido with the precise, 2 hand cutting mechanics of Blade Mode that allows for extra precision, and me getting stronger and being able to control the blade will allow me to target specific weak points like the knees, ribs, and neck of whoever chooses to sword fight me, without the sharpness being there to do any real damage to them
