okay so by this point if you remember last year's project, or the project from the year before, or even somehow the very first one. what. why have you been here so long. get a life /affectionate this year was ?? weird ? i have as many good things to say. on one hand ! like all my family was sick all the time, i've reached the worst performance in school, i've become lazy and complacent and my faith feels stagnant. on the other, my family's reaching significant milestones, my dad got an award, my socialization efforts have been widely successful and i'm progressing in my art career. either way, it's definitely better than 2023 LOL. onto messages, though ! of course i didn't forget, what do you take me for -- to my pa friends ! don't know why'd you be reading a project i posted on scratch, but like, i love and appreciate all of you and wish you the best. happy new years to my scratch friends . i am out of contact with like, most of you ! but honestly if you ever like. just want to say hi randomly, i am totally up to talk, even just for nostalgia's sake. i'd like to know how you're doing, if you're well, yk. idk lol. that includes all of the calamity quintet, anyone i knew from the gacha community, gwdfi, the art community, all of y'all. obv you don't have to, i'm just saying the window's open. happy new years to my irl friends !! heyhey ! i love y'all lol !! not sure how you'd find or see this but yeah !! if you're from church or youth group, yes it's the awkward girl who tried to give you handmade cards, and yes, i know posting art on a coding website like it's a proper art platform when you don't even code is kind of weird. if you're not. well, you know the weird awkward girl standing in a corner who may or may not have given the same speech several times recently, or that random childhood friend that doesn't really know how to talk to you more but still checks in every once in a while to know how you are? yes, it's probably me. i'm so lucky to have you all in my life. thank you for accepting me. especially to all of you at youth group who accepted me at a time i didn't think i could get anymore than pity. i will value these choices and memories more than you know to gwdfi. i am going to miss you so, so much. the end came sooner for me, but it also came so much sooner than i could have possibly imagined. i wasn't active there towards the end, and for that i am truly sorry. y'all shaped an era in my life and i will always treasure that. happy new years to chq i literally only put up with y'all begrudgingly at first because you have the most active christian studio [ and i didn't know where else to go, but you've [ uh, mostly ] been welcoming, kind, and a lot of you have given me a lot to think about. i don't understand when you go into your weird theological debates, but i deeply enjoy them. so ye, i appreciate y'all just kind of existing even though i initally didn't want to exist with you. happy new years to my followers hey. thanks for sticking around. i know i'll never reach a peak quite like i did in 2023 or even 2024, as i've watched all the people i know leave and the accounts i was familiar with die and fade away, but i post here still because i'm attached, because this was something for me to be proud of and i'll be done if i let the fact this account is somewhat of a failure dissuade me from posting. so yep. happy new years
hanako belongs to tbhk/aidairo, sara belogs to @.Song459 on artfight, shinobu and kanao belong to kny, and the other characters are mine. template made by @.papakkapao offsite. i've probably improved a decent amount over the course of 2025 ,, but i think in the upcoming year i would like to experiment way more with specific lighting scenarios, typography and complicated compositions. and i'm hoping to do more finished oc art, fanart and gifts for people instead of all the half finished practice/boredom pieces. i really need to start getting professional in terms of my portfolio, but i also want to indulge myself more instead of being too scared to try stuff. but yea additional resolutions ! - i want to be a better friend to the new people i've found at youth group - i want to be more involved in my community - i want to contact my extended family more - i want to read more of the bible - i want to buy and make proper gifts for my friends and family - i want to thrive at school - i want to make significant headway on starting my art career and yea. ig. that's it. happy new years folks