this is most likely the last project I will be posting in a long while my mental health has spiraled down really bad and im struggling to find reasons to simply be alive. if im in a map or a contest I will be dropping out. im currently jst trying to figure out who the hell I am im so lost. if I dont post anything this year which is really likely ig this is my 2026 year ?. I'll try to keep yall updated if things get better or worse but currently things just keep getting worse. idk how much longer I can last idk I might comit I might not. probably not right now. gl on yall life I thought 2026 was the year ig not
