Hiya. I kinda just want to talk about where I'm at right now and say how I want to grow, and how I want to be better. A problem I've noticed in myself is that I lie to both myself and others. I lie, thinking that time will slow down for me, and I'll gain "A few more minutes" somehow to do something, but it doesn't work out and never really does. I feel like lying is a gvn that I'm way too trigger-happy with, and I accidentally push others away by firing that gvn too much. By lying too much. And I really want to stop now. I want this year to be the one where I stop lying to people and let others trust me again. I don't want people to feel like they're walking on eggshells talking to me. I want others to be happy after all. Sorry if I'm rambling, by I kinda wanted to just get this off my chest now. Happy New Years.
I'm fine by the way. Other than what I said above, I'm doing just fine lol ✨
