2025 may not have been the best year, but it was not without its meaningful moments. I believe that everything happens for a reason—both the good and the bad. This year, I lost people, but I also gained new ones. It was honestly a very difficult year, marked by conflict, personal struggles, and experiences that tested me deeply. There were moments of feeling abandoned, setbacks, and periods that were especially hard to endure. Despite all of that, there were also genuinely good parts—most notably, all of you. Your support has meant more to me than I can adequately express. Every time I share a video and see the love it receives, it reminds me why I keep going. Knowing that I can be a source of inspiration, or even a role model, to some of you truly warms my heart. It’s overwhelming in the best way, and I’m incredibly grateful for it. When I look back, I realize that even with all the pain, I wouldn’t change this year. Some of the good things in my life would not have happened without the difficult ones that came before them. That said, I won’t pretend it was easy. I spent much of this year in a very dark place. My mental health has been extremely poor, and some of the thoughts I’ve struggled with have been frightening. There were moments where I felt overwhelmed to the point of planning harmful actions. Those feelings haven’t disappeared, and the struggle is still very real. However, thinking about all of you makes it easier to manage. Your presence gives me a sense of responsibility, connection, and hope, even when things feel unbearable. I love and appreciate every single one of you more than you know. Happy 2026 to you all.
