I miss my grandma ( she isn’t dead) Poem is on my YouTube channel
I never thought I’d see the day where I’d forget you. Of course, I remember who you are, I remember your eyes but I’m starting to forget what shade they are, Where they green or hazel, And what was that lipstick you used, Was it red or pink, And then suddenly it hurts to think, I remember what you said, but I’m starting to forget what your voice sounded like, I wish I called you so I could remind myself when I try to go back, Because my dreams don’t describe you well, Or maybe I just don’t remember you enough, And suddenly all these feelings no longer hurt my heart but cause my mind anger, And so I write this on paper, Because it’s been six years since I saw your face, But it’s like half of you has been erased, I’m trying so hard to fill in that empty space, I just can’t remember, The person who you really are, Because in these six years, Time has spilt you into two, And made a different version of you, I guess that’s what grief does to you, It makes you want to forget, To the point where you’ll always remember.
