WARNING completely fictional ----------------------------------------------------------------- i cant keep pretending pretending that everything is fine pretending i hadn't said what i said that i hadn't showed you my heart and that it stopped beating when you said no i cant keep pretending that im not sad because when i see you all i want to do is hide i cant keep pretending that im not broken that you didnt break me and that i dont cry myself to sleep every night i cant keep pretending plastering on a smile wearing a mask becoming a shell of myself i cant keep pretending that im ok