I know that this is hard, but please don't hurt yourself. How you see yourself may be a worthless, a waste of space. But that's not true. In eyes of other people, you're everything to them. You're enough to me and everyone. There may be people who hate you, but they don't have a valid reason to hate you. You don't have live up to their standards. Even if they do, they'll find new stuff to hate about you. There will be always people in life who hate you. You just have to accept that, no matter how much you try to please them, you can't. If you keep on trying to please those people, you're going to destroy yourself. Just focus on being you, Xee. Secondly, emotions are what makes you human. Don't put yourself down for having them. They're normal. We all have bad days. If you look through some of my projects, you could tell I was having a bad day(s) for some of them. (https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1114214818) Just, don't think I'm perfect either because none of us are. We have to live with that fact. We can't do absolutely everything right because we're not machines. We all have talents in different things. Don't put yourself down because you can't do (ex) thing as well as that person does. That person is not your measuring stick. They are a completely different person, talents, personality, and experiences. All of those makes us different. Don't try to be someone you're not. All of us have issues. That's what makes us human. You'll get through this. Some of my advice: Remove all sharp objects from your room Practice self-care (or self-acceptance if you struggle with confidence/how I see myself compared to others issues like me) Try the butterfly project. (Basically, for each time you feel like doing something, get a marker and draw a butterfly. Secondly, name the butterfly after a loved one. Last rule, if you harm again, the butterfly dies. This is how I explain it, you can search the instructions up. I'm not very good at explaining) We love you, Xee. Wholeheartedly, Orbit.
