So it's 2026. The world is horrible right now and probably won't get better. We're all growing up. Time waits for nobody, but I just feel. weird. Like nobody is there. And like I'm not making even the slightest impact on anything. Like I don't exist. I'm fine, my mental health is fine (hopefully) and everything is completely fine. It's just like something changed that's making me feel like this. I can't really explain and I'm just rambling on about this but, it feels weird. I might take a break since I have school and many other things more important than scratch. Plus, every single damn time I come back, ever since I tried quiting for the first time, I get a small amount of traction then get forgotten. It might be that causing me to feel like that. Maybe I don't matter anymore, maybe I reached my peak on this platform, maybe people only cared when I tried with the osc, despite me not loving what I was doing. I probably don't matter to people anymore or at least the people who was even there during my peak. Or maybe it's because I had pushed away some people who liked me. I don't know... goodbye for now. To anyone even reading this.
