…. Sometimes I wonder… if cookie kind will ever realize they were the reason for each one of my former ally’s and i’s corrupting into what they call ‘Beasts’ I believe they call us that because of the destruction and grief my former ally’s did before I.. did the summoning of the tree… it’s.. unfair.. we were only made to care for cookies yet most of them were selfish and greedy.. always thinking about themselves.. I don’t even hate my former ally’s for corrupting.. I understand.. I think. My memory’s been stating to feel vivid.. but oh, how I miss my old self.. but yet I don’t.. I wished I could have kept my virtue.. but..
..lose, lose really… cookies will never learn… I don’t get it.. they just want what they want… I barely know anything now… it’s been so many years since my sacrifice.. it’s been like a eon or two… what is even a eon… the moment I found out my old friend is… no longer in the same world as I… anymore.. let’s just.. never mind.. I still stand with White Lily Cookie tho.. but I still have desire to cease… it’s strange… atleast I have Nox Black Salt… stayed with me even after eons… it’s like he’s.. what do they call them?.. oh, yes like a guardian angel.. the swing reminds me of a old friend…..but I must rest…. Good day, night, or evening… I’m forgetting my friends face…