ik no one will read this or anything but yk its fine lol...)any so what I just want to say is that times have been hard and I'ma have a new sibling so two step sisters and two step brothers his names (Liam) not like it matters yk but just having a hard time with ppl yelling and just over all hurt my feellings(what I mean when I say ppl I mean my mom mostly) but yk its fine have gone though this my hole like it started when I was 9 but at this point its normal but( all I wish was to have a mom who would actually love and care for me and actually act like a mom and not some teen running around the place)but I mean I was a mistake anyway I mean shes said it to so I mostly lock my self in my room or just sit in silence in the living room lol but ye I still love and care for my mom ofc she made me and stuff gave me food and a place to live lol but over all what I'm saying is Im just tried of this life and just waiting God to make me leave this world(but I just hope life gets better and stuff for this new year) and ik its fine if no one looks or reads this it just makes me happy that I was able to tell ppl (lol I was trying so hard not to cry while making this) but I'm not like my mom so I will be showing assss much love and care and happiness to others lol love y'all *mwaaaaa*(´ε｀ )
