⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ " oooh, could ya' take a look at me? " ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ sunangelkit - the flightless bird, the isolated i. character you're applying for. hello everybody! my name's salem or mystic and this is an application for the one and only sunangelkit- a design i have contemplated very very long on if I want or not. i love kyu dearly but they were calling to me and I could not hang up the phone! i've owned many gens cats- losing 3 kits in a row at first then getting diamondrose, then basilisk! sunny will be my 7th cat. "why are you even looking here? go away, its really nothing interesting." ii. personality of the character + || honest, sincere, dedicated = || loud, unambiguous - || apathetic, disloyal, hostile if you meet sun once, you don't really forget it; not in a pleasant way, either. he's not exactly the most polite, bringing a more apathetic and nonchalant tone to any group he's a part of, whether it be the most serious of gatherings or a casual friend hang-out, he brings snappy quips and speaks his mind- even when it gets them reprimanded thoroughly. he has no filter on his mouth, and whenever pushed far, will snap out with emotion, often lashing out whenever he feels backed into a corner. they do have a lot of hidden, shoved-down emotions and anxiety, they just.. don't want to face it, and won't for a long time. he just wants to be a cat who's safe, in a place where nobody will hurt him, where the world can keep turning. even if it feels like getting that would be impossible, he still masks it with laughter, hostility, and more. it's hard to get on their good side, but if you do? sunangel will actually kill for you without hesitation. if someone's willing to put up with all the barriers he puts up and still see him as a friend, they will be shocked, touched, and honestly very protective. he adores his friends and family who are close to him, and will often stay close to them. "thanks, mother.. and mom.. and mom.. and mom.. for the whole separation thing. actually wonderful." iii. gender & sexuality (future) wow. gender. honestly the one thing that sun doesn't want to spend time thinking about, simply labeling himself as a guy and going on with his day, because thinking on it too long makes him incredibly anxious. who knows what term's right? is it correct if he uses this, or this..? he'd rather identify as a male, utilizing he/they pronouns for basically 2 moons and onward after discovering how he feels. as for sexuality.. when he gets older his personality may get much sharper, leading to him feeling as though he is unlovable, partially caused by his anxiety getting worse. he genuinely wants it, he just.. doesn't know how to ask for it. he'll be demiromantic bisexual. "you want me to train with them? i think i would actually rather go personally fight the leader, sorry. not really." iv. research. anxiety we are diagnosed with anxiety [GAD] and have a prescription for it so his experiences are loosely based off of them! on top of that, I would like to give him another disorder we have; depression [MDD], since those two seem to love going hand in hand.. it affects him severely. he has a habit of subconsciously masking how they feel; albeit they refuse to take sides on almost anything unless someone he loves is involved. if he can avoid conflict, he will- what if someone dies? or worse, what if he loses everything? they play life carefully, avoiding any and all dangers in terms of physical nature, while also growing bitter and spiteful towards others from feeling as though something isn't quite right with him. he has no clue why he doesn't want to get out of his nest, or why they feel so scared they're nauseous at the thought of talking to an old friend or someone to apologize to; he just wants to act without repercussions, not thinking before harsh words, and regretting it; a harmful cycle. he will grow out of it as a warrior, sort of calming down and practicing self-care methods to prevent his disorders from getting out of check. he feels.. isolated, alone, without care. and that may be the reason he acts the way he does, even if he doesn't intend to. "i'm.. sorry for acting that way. i don't.. exactly know how to make it up. but i'll try."
v. extra information - I got tired of seeing characters with anxiety be depicted as characters who are soft and stutter and shy when anxiety!! can really make you aggressive out of fear! anxiety can /really/ mess you up!! - sunnyy.. sunnyyyyyyyyyyyyyy - as a kit will be really awful at making lasting friendships; often insulting or being too overbearing/overdramatic on them and may make many enemies - ever heard of a crash out? yeah.... yeaaahh.... that's him - warrior name ideas: sunangellament, sunangelthrenody, sunangelmourn, sunangelskies - SUNNNYYYYYYYYYYYYY SUN SUN - nicknames: sunny, sun, sunangel, angel, angie, sunny-side up eggs - will actually roll to fight with someone if they tell him to flip his frown upside down. he has a few anger problems to get in check - as a warrior will actually be a shockingly good parent, trying to coerce them into not being little menaces like how he was - deeply embarrassed of his kit and apprentice moons as a warrior, kind of still understands that he was going through a lot - I don't think he'd willingly align himself with the dark forest. for all he cares, they smell bad and the cats there did grimy things. - frequently gets headaches. with fur in front of his eyes he's not really used to sunlight. gets flashbanged any time he moves it away from their face - its a 50/50 if he goes to the dark forest. if he kills anyone it'll likely be unintentional - he wants to love. so bad. he wants to be loved, he just deems themselves unlovable due to how harsh he can be to others. he misses all of his parents. "and with that will you fix all of my issues forever for this rock? no? thanks." vi. codeword [a very very stupid SRP] Sunny never considered himself a great cat when it came to making friends. In the apprentice den, he slept with the wing-like tufts of fur over his eyes, albeit today they were peeking through, blue hues showing in the dim light. He twitched his whiskers as he heard another apprentice meow, "Look at his eyes! They're purple!" In which.. He paused, took the deliberate action of lifting their head to stare at them further.. "Are you literally kidding me." Was all he said, squinting his eyes. "I don't think there could even be a shade of blue more.. blue than this- How did you mess it up that bad?" ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ " eye for eye, for tooth? " ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹ ⋆⭒˚.⋆₊⁺｡ °‧ ܁₊ ⊹
