tw for sickness, blood the end was near. cometblaze'd had greencough for a few moons now, and wasn't expecting to live much longer. their immune system wasn't the best, so they'd kind of known it as soon as they'd contracted whitecough as an apprentice. however, they hadn't expected the cough to progress any further. a few days ago, they'd begun coughing up blood. this was redcough, and almost no cat who got it ever made it out alive. maybe they'd make it to see daisy one last time? but they didn't want to get him sick... they guessed they'd just have to die alone. the medics' faces had become more and more worried-looking as the days passed, and had begun to make comet's nest the most comfortable it could be so they didn't suffer more. comet was getting too weak to tic at this point, so all they felt was pain. they couldn't tic, but they needed to. every once in a while, their tail would flick weakly, but most of the time they stayed oddly still. like death was coming for them, and wasn't too far away. what an awful way to die. comet had always imagined themselves climbing to the top, and maybe becoming deputy. even leader! but that would never happen now. they didn't even make it to twenty moons, for starclan's sake. what kind of warrior were they? they were a disappointment to urchinclan. oh no. they could feel their body getting weaker by the minute. they weren't going to live past today, were they? asteroidpaw... she'd left to join pyrothys as an apprentice, and comet had only seen her once since. now they wouldn't get to say goodbye. marlinstar... she'd said cometblaze had potential. how disappointed would she be seeing them now? they'd failed her. daisy... gosh, comet had felt weird whenever daisy was around. they still weren't sure why, though. now they'd never get to figure it out. woodpeckerwoe... comet had snuck out of camp with woody as a kit. they hadn't really talked much since- comet wondered how woodpecker would feel about their death. they'd disappointed everyone. a last cough escaped them before they fell .
art soon i gotta get this out hi y'all so i uh i hate this srp sm i also wish comet had lived longer... but what can i do about it? the rng absolutely hates me :< thanks to zephyr, eryn, quinn, and demi for having their cats be such important figures in comet's life. twolegplace, here i come ^^
