!!! TW! Thoughts of d3ath! Viewer discretion advised !!! Shy couldn’t believe it. How had she lost three kits? The hearts, three of her loves. One to the sea, one to the monsters, and one to the unknown. How had she gone so wrong? She lay on a rock jutting out from the mountain, a beautiful sweeping view of the territories meeting her eyes, and yet she felt no joy. The lights of her ancestors and the shine of the moon hit her face yet she felt no light. All she could feel was the pain. The pain she could never outrun, the pain that followed her relentlessly wherever she went, no matter how far or how fast she sprinted into the unknown. Her tears fell like pearls shimmering on sand, her eyes turned to silverpelt, their bluest of blue depths full of pain and sorrow. For a split second, she wondered if she left this earth right in I that moment, would she see them again? She looked over the ledge. Would she dare? She stood up and took a step towards the cliff. It was an awfully long way down. She took another step - and then stopped. No. What was she doing? She took about 6 steps back from the edge and put her head on her front paws, breathing deeply. She couldn’t. She couldn’t leave yet. And what an idiotic way to go, too. She took one more breath and folded in on herself, pain cascading down her face in waves of blue blue blue. She kept on pouring out her heart into the snow until the water froze into her paws, biting like teeth. Until she finally, finally stopped, her body giving one last tremble before she slept. The moon kept right on shining, the stars winking in the distance. A soft breeze blew through the scene. A singular flake of snow fluttered down to rest. Everything still. (ERP)
In other news, I’m hoping to get a little more rp in with her before I do finally say goodbye - she took up an amazing 6 months or so of my life, and she has run her rp course. However, there is going to be a *lot* of art of her still, ghost visits, and I intend for he to go down swinging. Art - me Character - Shiningheart (me) Music - Bruises : Lewis Capaldi
