I'm in my room where is everyone? how did i get here? i could've sworn I was at school . . . i walk outside they're all there my whole family and he's there everyone is playing tag am i it? im not sure i run to him anyways i call his name he runs from me "wait! please come back" I continue to chase him i don't remember our backyard being this big "please, wait!" i'm crying now my tears falling down my face "please" i trip on my feet and fall on the deck of his boat? "______! Тебе хорошо?" "Да," i say wasn't i just playing tag in the backyard? "Babulia, where's ______?" "He's up at the wheel" "Ok" i say, already walking up the three stairs He's standing at the wheel I walk up to him He's there! I want to run, but my feet are moving backwards Wait no wait please don't i fall into the water a towel wrapped around me, now soaking wet I ditch the towel and swim to the surface ______ and my brother are looking at me, laughing My mom is running over, yelling that he shouldn't have let me fall, but we're all laughing anyways I bob under the surface, and come back up, taking a breath Something invisible grabs at my ankle, and drags me down I try to fight it there's nothing i can do help me please help me i fall and land in my bed with a slight oomph I sit straight up why is my window open? the moon is huge and there, standing in the opposite corner is him tears stream down my face each one falling onto the duvet just like the droplets of water he pretended fell from the hole in my ceiling onto my nose I can't get up all I can do is watch as he points outside at the moon "Look" he whispers, pointing outside. "It's a supermoon" (PLEASE NOTE THAT THIS ISN'T ABOUT A CRUSH. THIS IS ABOUT SOMEONE WHO IS D3@D)