oh gosh no no no this isn't happening everything it's all gone no no no no wake me up please i pinch my skin so hard it leaves a mark its all red and glowing and it devours everything please i want to wake up it's all gone there's nothing i can do he's gone every last part every piece of art every little porcelain sculpture every shirt the last ashes its all gone the le creuset bowl the champagne glasses that clinked on his birthday mine filled with soda hers with pinot noir no no no it can't be gone my favorite tea the roku tv her life its all gone
