Hiiiii everybody :D So i had to wait ages to post this because its part of my new EP: How to Love: The Aspiring Romantic's Diary!!! ARGH im so excited about it, more information can be found HERE: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1263289599/ The EP is out TODAY!!! And this song is about a friend very dear to me whom i let down a little bit by pursuing homeschooling but she is STILL my best friend <3 But i hope you enjoy!! Lyrics: (Verse 1) I thought if i left, I might be happier. (I might be happier) But the guilt is worse than ever before. (Is worse than ever before) Like a monster in my chest and stomach, Thinking of all the things I could've done more. (I could've done more) I could've been braver. (Been braver) (Chorus) But I hope that you're okay, There at that school without me, I Hope that I can still say, You're my friend. (Verse 2) Do you hate me for always asking you to do things in place of my mouth? (in place of my mouth) Do you like me for all my anxiety and dread? (anxiety and dread) I really hope you do, 'Cause if you don't, It was all a ruse. That i followed without much hesitation, At all. (all) (Chorus) But I hope that you're okay, There at that school without me, I Hope that I can still say, You're my best friend. (Prechorus) Will you forget about me, If I stop texting, Will you forget about me if I stop answering your calls? (Chorus) Yeah, I hope that you're okay, There at that school without me, I hope you won't tell anything I've entrusted you with, Because there's no-one there at that school that I trust more. And I hope that this distance hasn't changed your perspective of me, At all.
Credits: Written by @twilightstar22 Cover by @twilightstar22 Vocals by @twilightstar22 Instrumental is from YT, 'Matthew May'