♬ Turned To Rain - R4Rubi [ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ᴍᴀᴛᴛʜᴇᴡ ᴍᴀʏ] (ᴏʀɪɢɪɴᴀʟ ꜱᴏɴɢ) (contest entry)

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⠀⠀⠀⠀Turned To Rain - R4Rubi [ᴘʀᴏᴅ. ᴍᴀᴛᴛʜᴇᴡ ᴍᴀʏ] ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀┗━•❃°•°❀°•°❃•━┛ ⠀⠀⠀Umm it's bad btw. Idk why it sounds autotuned, I only used reverb, de-esser and feedback killer but for some reason it sounds autotuned ;-; Also idk how to mix harmonies, the whole thing sounds disgusting.. I was gonna scrap it but then I thought I'd just post it anyway so that I can receive feedback on my songwriting and mixing (someone teach me how to mix harmonies, PLEASE) ⠀⠀⠀This song is about trying so hard to turn off your emotions because they're consuming you, but then when you finally manage to "turn off" or numb all the sadness and hate, you realize the happiness has also been numbed and you're just empty and confused. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀☊ ☋ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ silent echoing of our past days I can feel your absence in a million ways I keep revisiting the last place we went do you ever dream of your yesterdays? all the things we did, all the things we said after all we went through, guess it had to change the fire raged on for a couple days burned itself out then it all gave way do you ever cry about your yesterdays? trying my best just to smile but I can't the day I shut out all the pain guess I turned out the light the blazing fire turned into rain and there's nowhere to hide guess I kinda died inside when the fire turned to ash turned to rain empty burns they way hate could not today I learned when it all went wrong I miss the time when I thought it was your fault when I could blame and cry say the wrong was all yours numb it hurts more than rage feels hot spent all my time turning the feelings off but now they're gone and I'm so lost the day I shut out all the pain guess I turned out the light the blazing fire turned into rain and there's nowhere to hide guess I kinda died inside when the fire turned to ash turned to rain when the fire turned to ash turned to rain when the fire turned to ash turned to rain the day I shut out all the pain guess I turned out the light the blazing fire turned into rain and there's nowhere to hide guess I kinda died inside the day I shut out all the pain guess I turned out the light the blazing fire turned into rain and there's nowhere to hide guess I kinda died inside when the fire turned to ash turned to rain ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀┏━•❃°•°❀°•°❃•━┓ told u it's bad </3 owch Scratch made it even worse it wasn't so fuzzy in Bandlab :( I'm sorry for doing this to your ears ;-;