Bottle Of Wonders is going no-contact with someone you were very close to(goin thru it rn) and how life feels so empty without that person. basically longing for them to come back to you :3 DURATION: 3:15!!!
[VERSE 1] chain me down and don't let go until I'm screaming for you to get off and you remind me that this is just for show I'm your cameraman when you don't want anyone around I'm hypnotized into thinking I'm more than the ordinary the options will vary(starting now) [PRE-CHORUS 1] drown me in your river full of crucial casualties I'm your guide inside this counterfeit camaraderie I will use my evidence when you got new problems to seek and wash away my innocence the moment I catch you leaving [PRE-CHORUS 2] I'm the flower blooming at the site of the newest crime scene everything I do is wrong keep this between you & me the moment I lose myself is when society finally blinks I think I like the pain u bring reminds me that i'll never be- [CHORUS] perfect, I think I'm trapped in my bottle of wonders everyday is the same with a surprise along the way and the pills too big to swallow so I let it swim underneath I keep my words behind my teeth, and wait patiently for you to give me a reason to keep going [VERSE 2] I think I found salvation by diving into the deep end digging through the debris I know I've discovered satisfaction I thought I didn't need anyone when I take center stage its hard to think that darling you're a few miles away [PRE-CHORUS 1] and I'm going circles figuring out what to do next should I make a move or stay back and think maybe this is what you get I need something to calm me down but I cant use cigarettes because the thought of you already makes me feel like an addict [PRE-CHORUS 2] I wanna feel like I have worth I loved when you dragged me round for the thrill how you loved me so damn much and yet you pushed me down the hill I rather hear pretty white lies then hear nothing at all I'm so sick of waiting for you I wish that you could say that im [CHORUS] perfect, I think I'm trapped in my bottle of wonders everyday is the same with a surprise along the way and the pills too big to swallow so I let it swim underneath I keep my words behind my teeth, and wait patiently for you to give me a reason to keep going